My dad died six months ago in a sudden ski accident. He and I shared a complex relationship, which lead to my eating disorder anorexia. After he died I restored to bulimia. I have lost 28 pounds since he died, and weigh 88 pounds 5′ 4" right now. I throw up about 5 to 10 times a day, and it is out of control. I am fragile, and my personality seems quite numb. I have a knew boyfriend, and we have been dating for two months. He says that he loves me and that I am really special to him, but he never calls and seems to think about himself too much, but he is a great guy and is asking for my apologies. I can’t socialize very well, i get stressed out and have panic attacks. the only person i want to be with is my boyfriend, but I feel like I am the only one reaching out to make the relationship work, and I am easily wooed by his complements and "I love yous". Should I break it off with the boyfriend, even though he says he is really in love and promises to be better? should I go to a treatment center for my bulimia. Should I tell my boyfriend about my bulimia? Please give me advice. I desperately need it right now.